By Nikki Sixx

In a single of the main specific memoirs of dependancy ever released, Mötley Crüe's Nikki Sixx stocks spell binding diary entries from the 12 months he spiraled uncontrolled in a haze of heroin and cocaine, awarded along riveting statement from those that have been there on the time, and from Nikki himself.

When Mötley Crüe used to be on the top of its status, there wasn't any drug Nikki Sixx would not do. He spent days -- occasionally by myself, occasionally with different addicts, acquaintances, and fanatics -- in a coke and heroin-fueled daze. The highs have been excessive, and Nikki's magazine entries demonstrate a few euphoria and pleasure. however the lows have been decrease, frequently finishing with Nikki in his closet, surrounded by means of drug paraphernalia and wrapped in paranoid delusions.

the following, Nikki stocks these diary entries -- a few poetic, a few scatterbrained, a few extraordinary -- and displays on that point. becoming a member of him are Tommy Lee, Vince Neil, Mick Mars, cut down, Rick Nielsen, Bob Rock, and a bunch of ex-managers, ex-lovers, and more.

Brutally sincere, totally riveting, and shockingly relocating, The Heroin Diaries follows Nikki throughout the 12 months he plunged to all-time low -- and his brave choice to select himself up and begin residing back.

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I hate medicines yet I can’t cease. whilst we’re performed with this travel in Dec I wanna cross into rehab in Jan (I have to inform Bob Timmons to ebook me a room for Jan 2). I’m promoting the home and relocating away…today i really prayed to God. I can’t think I did freebase back. I can’t think I did self-importance back. I can’t think that i presumed i may simply chip junk. i'm hoping I’m now not gonna be dope in poor health. I can’t think I’m contemplating AA/NA/CA. I can’t think I’m contemplating rehab. I can’t think I prayed to God. NIKKI: The armor used to be commencing to crack. i will be able to see from my diary entries that i used to be searching for a fashion out of the quicksand. possibly i used to be ultimately hoping an individual was once going to throw me a rope. For the 1st time i believe i used to be truly keen to snatch it. Seeing those entries now, i used to be screaming for aid. I simply don’t imagine i used to be screaming loud adequate. * * * los angeles SUCKS force down the highway together with your head in a bag you need to be instructed you’re no longer by myself being had Sniff a few paint, sniff a few glue examine the impact this city’s having on you I comprehend your teenage angst I comprehend attempting to kill the previous might be we must always all flow far-off possibly it will probably all be blamed on los angeles Don’t inform me approximately me and that i won’t inform you approximately you if you want a therapist, test suicide or visit the zoo This city’s equipped on drag queens, clichés and sins Rumors and back-stabbings on the Café Le pattern in the event you stay during this city you’re a sucker and a clown Bullshitters via the ounce, liars by way of the pound There’s constantly a idiot with a vial filled with goals There’s constantly a bum falling aside on the seams Gold lamé excessive heels a Rodeo force whinge a few determined previous groupie attempting to get herself hitched Worn and torn it’s ripping aside one other 6. five should be an excessive amount of for my middle Riots and floods and shootings oh my…I ponder whether I’ll ever get out of this urban alive? Ya–LA sucks * * * SEPTEMBER nineteenth, 1987 ROBERTS MUNICIPAL STADIUM, EVANSVILLE, IN behind the curtain, approximately nighttime First exhibit back…man, it’s nice to be again on travel. It used to be so sturdy to determine the fellows. regardless of how undesirable it will get among us, at the very least i do know they honestly care approximately me. They don’t wish something from me. They’re now not attempting to kill me (that i do know of–ha ha)… Tonight’s convey felt like a three-hour set. i used to be dripping poisonous waste after one song…all the blow and booze and equipment used to be simply pouring out of me. I didn’t also have one drink onstage… God, I hate LA…or i assume I hate the folk I allure in los angeles… SEPTEMBER twentieth, 1987 industry sq. area INDIANAPOLIS, IN inn, midday I can’t think we’re again in Indy simply months when we performed right here. Doc’s greed is displaying. there are such a lot of Mötley fanatics available in the market yet he simply is going the place the simple funds is and doesn’t support us construct new fanatics in new towns (or countries). among you and me, i feel we'd like a brand new supervisor. This man doesn’t like us–he simply likes our funds. He’s by no means right here or within the workplace. He’s appearing extra like a checklist corporation each day…he does lil of the paintings and takes all the credits. He simply throws all of it opposed to the wall and if it sticks, cool–if now not, he blames us.

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